Brotherhood and challenge

Yesterday I ran and walked 100km through mostly bush for a charity event, with 3 mates. It definitely felt good to finish.

The team was a big thing, all pushing each other to make it to the finish line as there were point where everyone was feeling a little "discomfort". The day started off hot and we heard stories of many teams dropping out, or having team members drop out.

What is the difference between those who persist and those who drop out? Do they see a higher purpose in making it to the finish line and a need to complete? Does it really matter in the scheme of life if we do retire early? We had one team member who even though being extremely fatigued still managed to cross the line, for the 9th year in a row. Is he mentally strong, crazy or is it the team that makes the difference?

Why as humans do we feel the need to challenge ourselves?

I know for myself being in the company of men with character is high on my values. Warriors strengthening each other through challenge. My training has been mostly cross-fit and wanted to see the results, plus I love showing what is possible on a diet of mostly fruit.

I found some stages particularly challenging to walk as I love to run, and seemed painfully slow. There was a lot of humour between the team, and at one stage perhaps a little delirious I decided to start some outdoor karaoke. Not sure how popular this was but I had fun.

The last stage was interesting. After walking a considerable distance I started running and didnt look back, hitting the finish line a significant distance ahead of my team and then officially finishing when they arrived. Why did I take off and leave the team? It really felt right like a spiritual experience to be running, feeling the wind across my face through my hair. Running down a tight trail with a head light on, through the streets across the Spit bridge, across Balmoral beach and up into Mosman. It was like something took over my body and all of a sudden I was completely present and energised.

For me to access this sensation, running 100km was a small price to pay. Sure I have a little discomfort today but beats talking about Home and Away.

What gets you present?

Will I do it again? (This was my 2nd time)